Sometimes I feel alone even when I am surrounded by people I know. Sometimes I feel alone when I’m walking in a crowd of people. Sometimes I feel alone even though I know people care and would be there for me in a minute. I feel alone all the time. Alone in my thoughts, my worries, my prayers. I know people want me to let them in. I know people want to be there and support me along the way. I know , I know, I know. That doesn’t erase the ache and pain I feel inside and the loneliness that oozes from my soul. I can’t explain it, I can’t stop it, and I can’t apologize for it. This is where I am. This is how I feel. I miss my husband, my partner, my best friend. He is busy right now. Busy with the fight of his life. And I am in awe of his strength and determination. He is busy. I understand that. But I miss him. And that is my truth right now. So I cry a tear for him and a tear for me because we can not be together and that is all I want. That is all I worry about it. All I pray for.